Love and Hate Relationship

Have ever feel this strange? Having somebody that you love but sometime, you also hate them? 
He turns you on but the next day, He turns you off. Why you just don't gave up? 
I don't know.

Yes, I don't know. I want you to stay because I also feel that you want me, that's simple. Is that simple? So, why don't we make it easier? Let's try to understand this love and hate situations. Since we are not ready to gave up. Would you?


By the way, is it really love that we have? Hmm... hard to say that it is not. We can deeply feel each other. You can know exactly how I am, even though we are too far away, even after we didn't meet for such a long time. I also recognize you very well. You smile, your face even your smell. I know when you'll get angry, when you'll happy but still I cannot understand.

Or maybe, it is just because I won't. I did not want to understand. Am I too selfish? 
Did I ask for too much? Again... I don't know.
All I know is, that I love you. I remember you. And I want you to stay.
I won't gave up on us.